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[Thursday January 19th, 2006 at 6:03pm] write me off give up on me but darling what did you expect | Make Out Kids

[Tuesday January 17th, 2006 at 9:08pm] bye bye live journal you suck (no that is not directed to anyone jsut the whole live journal thing) | Make Out Kids

its all a dream [Saturday December 10th, 2005 at 5:45pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | okgo ] i have jsut been goiing over everything in my mind and i cat belive everything thats happend has hapend its crazy and wish i could jsut go back and have it all to do over, there is so many things i would have done different, i would be better for it knowing my mistackes, we would still be friends, and i never would ahve met him, she would be better, and he would still love me. i miss it i miss hate bed time, like dreading it and never wanting to sleep cause i knew id wake up a day older i miss havening only ONE best friend and everyone eles jsut wasnt good enough i miss being inocent i miss being able to go to school in my footie pj's and not be made fun of i miss no being judged i miss the days when i could act like a baby and get away with it i miss the days when my mommy was my hero i miss it when me and my borther actually got along i miss boys with cooties i miss not careing about whats going to happen in the feuture i miss loveing being at home i miss going to the emergancy room at least once a month just so i could spend some time alone with my mom i miss my old house i miss my old firends i miss how noone used to care what you wear or didnt wear i miss not getting dirty looks i miss life before anti- depresents were given to me i miss fighting over who like someone more i miss how stupid we all were i miss dressing up and putting on fasion shows and luaghing all the way threw i miss when Ty lived with me, we would come home ad do our homework and then go play, and we would fight about everything but then make up and we acted so cool at school becasue we were the only two kids who were not related who were liveing together we would be like "hey guesse what i live with my best freind and you dont!!!" then we would stick out our tounges and skip away i miss how whne you were mad at someone you would tell someone to tell someone eles to tell them that you were mad i misshaveing TV i miss littel bear i miss not wearing makeup i miss playing board games because we alwas had teams and my team always won i keep wishing that one day i will wake up and realize im stilin kindergarten adn my mommy will pack my lunch and ill skip off wiht my friends and well go to class and get let out a noon, and ill come home and play wiht my puppy's and take a nap. i keep hopeing its all jsut a bad dream, and i dont know why, i have everyhting and more, i jsut wish that things were different this was all brought on becasue im not allowed to go out this weekend, im locked in my house, and im soo afraid ill miss somethign important that i should have been there for, i need some better freidns that will make plans with me, not in front of me and then not invite me, fucking bitch, i need someone to love me for me and not what they want me to be i need you to save mei need to save myself 01 | Make Out Kids

012 [Thursday September 29th, 2005 at 8:14pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | overboard ] how clueless everyone thinks i am i know what your talkign about i dotn need it explained how people are hideing things from me i know something is there i can see it in your eyes how people get mad at me for being happy and hyper almost all the time im jsut trying to turn my life around and younot makeing it any easyer when i walk down the halls ans i get these dirty ass looks from people i dont even know i mean WTF i may be annoying i may be a littel wierd your little frases "reatrd" "freack" "fag" "stupid" "looser" are getting a littel old i dont wanna hear that shit i am truely the girl who walks around with a smile pinned up on her face to hid the thngs that she is hideing beneath i dont want the world to see me liek that again so i am really trying to change really hard and if you were my friend why the fuck would you be saying the shit you are 02 | Make Out Kids

006 [Tuesday September 20th, 2005 at 4:55pm] [ mood | gotta catch 'em all! ] my birthday is egzactly one month from today ;] i odnt know what i want but i haev a whish to make already :] it rained so im watching pokemon hahha "dont but in to pokemon love afairs!!" 02 | Make Out Kids

004 [Monday September 12th, 2005 at 8:04pm] [ mood | fever = 101.3 ] [ music | im not a popsicle, i wont melt away ] i LOVE this girrl <33 katy and i haveing fun at the fair, those are our littel kid faces we like fake dog staues <33 best day in a long time, i never stoped smileing :] 02 | Make Out Kids

001 [Sunday September 11th, 2005 at 12:14am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | From First To Last ] Friends Only Comment To Be Added. <3334567 04 | Make Out Kids

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